sabato 5 novembre 2011

Maybe, Maybe

I need to be honest with you. I couldn't find another way to say it, but the truth is that my feeling for you have changed. You were the only thing that mattered to me most. I was so obsessed by you that I wanted you so badly - just you and me, without anybody...
I thought you were my light, my brightest star...
Was I blind? Was I crazy?
But love is not all. Sometimes love is not enough.
If there is no equal feeling on the other side, love is totally useless. Indeed becomes a poison.
Without love you can't give love.
Without love I live better because is fucking painful!
After all we've been through...
After all this time, day after day, I realized that we were not destined to be together...
I still love you. There isn't a button that stops this feeling at the proper moment!
I don't love you like the past, obviously... but I still care about you.
How could I ever loved you? Did I know you? Really?
I don't think so... I don't know "NOTHING" I don't wanna know nothing!

I couldn't find in my memories your smile... Where u at? I could't find you anymore

The only thing that I know is that it's...
It's going on... little by little
I think that is not possible to reverse this process...
Maybe this time love will never come back...
Maybe there won't be anymore
Maybe...
I will never be able to love...

It's over... Forever...